Monday, October 25, 2010
Doing a bit better
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
In Denial
Thursday, September 9, 2010
September 8,2010
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
Weekend Away Will Do It Everytime
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
August 31, 2010
Breakfast- 2 large servings of juice
Lunch-2 large servings of juice
Dinner-Salmon burger, 1 slice sour dough bread, mayo, green salad, dressing, 3 oatmeal cookies
Water-6 glasses
Exercise-walk moderately-45 min. Ride bike-15 min
Calories-1328 Exercise- 216 cal.
Trying to stay with juices during the day to not trigger my digestion issues.
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Well let's try this again
When I eat three meals, my bathroom issues take over my day and I do little else but run to the bathroom. So today I am going to keep better track and also just very small snacks and one meal. Hopefully I will do and feel better today.
Monday, August 30, 2010
Here I go again.
Friday, August 27, 2010
New Name New Diet
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Another blockage
For breakfast I ate a lemon square and one egg cheese omelet. I guess all it took was that lemon square because less then an hour later the cramping started. Very painful. I stopped eating or drinking until just a few minutes ago I had a jello. So I guess it's mashed potatos for dinner tonight.
I go to Portland to have a test done on Friday. It will take most the day. I did call Dr. L and he wants me in the emergency room if I start vomiting, or don't pass gas or have a BM within the next 24 hours. Otherwise I go in on friday for the test as planned.
I can not believe how frustrating this is.
Saturday, June 5, 2010
Thursday and Friday's eating
Friday
Breakfast
- coffee and creamer
- toast
- butter and jam
Lunch
- French toast
- butter
- syrup
- apple juice
Dinner
- Basmati Rice
Fiber-4.5 Fat-42.02 Calories-1354
Health-No bm, but after being up all night I am not surprised or worried.
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
Steamed clams
Breakfast
- coffee
- creamer
- toast and butter
- ch chip cookie
Lunch
- Steamed clams
- garlic toast
Dinner
- french toast
- syrup
Snacks
- Toast and butter
- ch chip cookies
Fiber-4.2 Calories-1696 Fat-68.85
Health-BM-L 9:00am and 8:45pm
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
Soluable and insoluable fiber
I have been reading a lot about soluable vs insoluable fiber. I need to wait another day or two for my body to totally heal, then I am going to experiment adding a little more soluable fiber into my diet. I need my body to be healed first so I have a good baseline.
Breakfast
- coffee
- creamer
- egg
- toast
- butter
Lunch
- Bow tie pasta with pizza sauce
- 2 pieces of toast
- butter
Snack
- 3 choc. chip cookies
- fresh apple juice
Skipped dinner so that I wouldn't have problems and miss Baileys last school concert.
Fiber-5.1 grams Calories-1123 Fat-39.46 grams
Health-My abdomen is feeling almost normal now. BM-8:45am-L. Butter is the only dairy I had today, so I will see if I have the same problems tomorrow or if I will have improved. Hungry but it is 9:40 and we just got home from concert. Too late to eat or I will not get sleep tonight.
Monday, May 31, 2010
Breakfast-
- Rice Krispies
- sugar
- milk
- coffee
- creamer
Lunch-
- Pasta with pizza sauce and mozzarella
Dinner
- Tilapia
- Basmati Rice
- Tartar sauce
Fiber-3.3 grams Calories-848 Fat-19.69 grams
Health-Felt much better today. Was very careful. Hopefully new cookbook with help me stay on track
Weight-124.5
BM-9:00am-N. 1:30pm-N
Improvement!
This morning, I woke up knowing I had improved a lot. I am still swollen in my upper small intestines, but I don't feel like someone took a Brillo pad and scrubbed the inside of my bowels. Yes, that's how it felt. The secret to avoiding doing this is to first make good choices, keep track throughout the day on fiber grams, and then post here on my day so if I have an issue, I can go back and see what the problem may be. Why do I get lazy and stop this process until I have problems? I don't know. But I need to be consistent. Today, I plan on eating more. My calories have been too low because I wanted to give my bowels a bit of a break. I probably could use one more day of very low eating but I am hungry and might start making bad choices if I don't eat more soon.
I weighed myself this morning. I guess the tightness of my pants is only because of swelling. I weighed 124.5. I am conflicted about what weight would be the healthiest for me. I know I can't be any bigger because I gain it in my abdomen region. Which is not good for cancer detection. And I am pretty sure if I lose 10 or 15 more pounds, most of it would come off my middle because that's the only place I still have fat. But to maintain 110 to 115 lbs would be much harder and the foods I eat are not low fat, diety type of foods. I guess I will just stick with trying to keep my calories between 1400-1600 and if with more activity, I lose a few more pounds, great! If not, it wasn't meant to be.
Sunday, May 30, 2010
- coffee
- creamer
Lunch
- egg
- 2 bread
- butter
Dinner
- Mac and cheese
Fiber-5.0 Calories-691 Fat-28.79
Health-Abdomen is still sore and swollen. I was careful today, eating things that I knew would not bother my intestines. Haven't weighed myself in a while. I need to remember to do that in the morning. It may not be pretty. BM at 7:30pm. A pretty normal one for me.
Saturday May 29, 2010
Breakfast
- coffee
- creamer
Lunch
- Halibut
- mashed potatoes
- garlic toast
Dinner
- I skipped, just to be safe
Fiber-4.4 grams Calories-547 Fat-15.17 grams
Health-Cramping has been slowing down. BM about 2:00 in afternoon. Not very much. But my abdomen, intestines and bowel are very swollen and very sore. Need to have my head examined if I ever do this to myself again.
Saturday, May 29, 2010
Spitting Nails
Not only have I not been keeping track of fiber grams, but I also have introduced many foods to my diet at the same time. Without even documenting. So today, I am about 36 hours from my last bm, I had bad cramping last night. and I vomited 3 times. All signs that I possibly have a blockage. I can't even say what food has caused it because in yesterday, I had 3 new foods. Stupid, stupid, stupid. So today, I am going to my sisters to celebrate her birthday. Then we are all going to lunch. I will be lucky if I make it to my sis's. Let alone go to lunch.
I will not eat breakfast this morning, just coffee. If I do make it to lunch, I need to be very careful what I eat. If I am still cramping, I will skip lunch also.
I have said it before, I need to be meticulous on documenting what goes in my body. But I have ignored this. I have had too many scares this month. I am being reckless with my life. Stupid stupid stupid.
Friday, May 7, 2010
Oh no, maybe blockage
May 5, 2010 Thursday
- cap'n crunch
- milk
Lunch
- 2 servings pasta
- Sauce from pizza with slivered basil on top
- juice
Dinner
- homemade Potato soup
- Homemade white bread (the heal)
Did not figure out the fiber fat and calories today.
Health-No BM
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
Had Tests Today
Lunch-
- cheese pizza (ate two times more then needed to but was really hungry
- Juice
Dinner
- french toast and syrup
Snack
- Cap'n crunch and milk ( 2 servings)
Fiber-8.6 grams Calories-1680 Fat-51.15 grams
Health-Did not take my multivitamin. Had Bm starting at 3:30 till about 5:45. slight improvement today. I didn't start eating until lunch to prevent triggering bm before my appointments.
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Home made pizza!
Breakfast
- cap'n crunch
- milk
- coffee and creamer
Lunch
- 2 eggs
- home made bread made into toast
- margarine
- juice
Dinner
- Homemade cheese pizza
- wine
Fiber-6.5 Calories-1436 Fat-48.05
Health-9:30 am. started having urgent BM's for about an hour. Ok the rest of the day.
***Added this later, I spoke too soon. 6:30pm diarrhea hit for a couple hours. Not good and can't figure this one out:(
Made a great homemade pizza. the dough is....................
proof 1tbs barely warm water with 1/2 tsp yeast. after 10 mins. put it with 3 cups flour, 3/4 cup barely warm water. Mix, add 3/4 tsp salt. Mix again. Add 6 tbs extra virgin olive oil. kneed in mixer for 7 minutes. Put in a oiled bowl and cover with wrap. Let rise for 4 hrs. separate in two balls, put each ball on pan and refrigerate for 15 min. take out and pull and roll to fit the pans.
Sauce recipe........................
12 oz of seedless homemade spaghetti sauce
3 tablespoons grated Parmesan cheese
2 tablespoons honey
1 tsp anchovy paste
1 tsp garlic powder
1/4 tsp each of oregano, basil, and black pepper
1/8 tsp each of cayenne pepper and red pepper flakes
Put sauce on pizzas, mozzarella cheese, at the end add fresh basil julienned
Bake at 500 degrees for 15 minutes.
Monday, May 3, 2010
- Cap'n crunch cereal
- milk
Lunch
- pasta alfredo
Snack
- choc. chip cookies
Dinner
- Tilapia fish
- bake potato
- margarine
- sour cream
Fiber-4.8 grams Calories-1155 Fat-54.26 grams
Diet-I did a bit better keeping portion size, fiber, dairy and carbs down a little but fat is still way too high and might be contributing to some issues.
Digestion-No pains, two BM sessions, normal form but still burning like acidic. Need more water.
Sunday May 2, 2010 Too many carbs
Breakfast
- Honey bunches of oats cereal
- milk
- glazed donut
Late lunch-early dinner
- Pasta alfredo
- garlic bread
- chocolate chip cookies
- juice
Fiber-8.4 grams Calories-1826 fat-79
Mondays weight- 124.5
Health-I obviously am eating too much carbs and fat. I started having issues Saturday night with going a lot and being very acidic. Bottom burning a lot. The next day I went a little throughout the day and by around 6:00 I was going a lot. Not diarrhea but acidic. I think several things are going on here. I am eating too many carbs at one time, like pasta and garlic bread, cereal and a donut. I ate a double portion of the pasta, the sauce, the donut, the garlic bread all high in fat. I am eating more dairy than I should and I am not drinking enough water. So the plan this week is as follows:
Eat only one new or complex ingredient food in a day, IE. alfredo sauce, eat pure one ingredient foods for the most part. Eat small 1 serving size portion. 1 cup pasta instead of two. Eat one carb. per meal. Eat at least 1 egg or fish per day. less cheese, and drink more water. List every bite on my food calculator.
Well that's it. I hope to be having more manageable BM's in a couple days.
Saturday, May 1, 2010
What Can I Eat?
The last couple days I didn't document what I ate because I felt I was getting pretty good at keeping with in the low residue guidelines. Well I shouldn't have been so sure of myself. I am still finding foods that I can not eat.
Yesterday I went fishing and didn't get back until almost 6:00. Didn't want to fry fish by the time we would get them cleaned so I put bacon in the oven and let it cook while we cleaned our fish and put them in the freezer. So at around 6:30 I ate a bacon sandwich with one leaf of lettuce. I am not sure if it was the one leaf of lettuce or the 2 strips of bacon or probably both. But around 1:30 this morning the now familiar pain and cramping in the location of my damaged intestine started up. Meaning it was partially blocked. If it was not blocked, it would have passed the area and been in my colon hours ago. See the kind of detective I am becoming. Anyway, panic set in so I got up hoping the food would dislodge and pass through. Although my abdomen is sore this morning, I think I got lucky and avoided a trip to the hospital. I think. Didn't sleep much after that.
So now I am crossing lettuce, even a small amount off my list and also bacon. So what can I eat? Well so far fish doesn't seem to be a problem. White rice, white bread, low fiber cereal, white pasta, eggs (thank God for my chickens), baked goods made with white flour and without nuts and fruit. A little dairy. Juices without pulp. Except prune juice. Thinking..........Thinking.............Yep that's about it. It may sound like a lot to someone else but there is not many dishes I like that doesn't have meat and vegetables in it. Oh I forgot potatoes without the skin. I can have that:)
So today I am back keeping track of exactly what and how much I eat. I do not what to have my belly cut wide open and have my intestines removed, only to cause more scarring and possibly more problems and perhaps an ostomy. So this diet is very serious for me. No one in my real life really wants to know the details of my diet, weight and in general health. Besides my hubby, what every one else really wants to know is that my cancer has not returned and that's about it. Who could blame them. So this little blog that no one reads gets to hear it all. Aren't you so lucky:)
Going to try making a Quiche with homemade pie dough, eggs, milk and a little cheese. I hope I can digest that.
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Made Bread
I also made my juices for the next few days. Carrot and apple.
Here is what I ate today
Breakfast
- Life cereal
- milk
- coffee and creamer
Lunch
- egg and cheese muffin
- apple juice
Snack
- bread and butter
Dinner
- Pad Thai Homemade vegetarian with egg and well cooked red onion.
Snack
- Life cereal
- Milk
Fiber-9.8 Calories-1216 Fat-30.69
Health-Felt pretty good today. BM starting around 2:00 in afternoon. Lasted a couple hours and a little loose.
April 27, 2010 Tuesday
Lunch
- Macaroni and cheese KFC
- Potatoes and gravy KFC
Dinner
- 2 egg omelet with cheese
- toast and margarine
- 2 ch. chip cookies
Fiber-5.2 Calories-1042 Fat-54.53
No natural bm, I had to do enema prep. for exam
The food from KFC surprisingly did not affect me in a bad way. So in a pinch I know I can eat that if we are out and about.
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Not feeling well
I did not feel well so I ate easy to digest food. No meat!
Breakfast
- cereal
- milk
Lunch
- cereal
- milk
Dinner
- french toast with syrup
- apple juice
Fiber-8.0 grams Calories-1173 Fat-17.24 grams
Weight-124.5 lbs Up a little but am not concerned since no bm for 3 days.
Health-I had to do enema for doctor appointment this morning. Hopefully I will feel better soon.
Monday, April 26, 2010
April 25, 2010 Sunday
- French toast
- Syrup
- bacon
Dinner
- Tilapia fish
- white rice
Snack
- Cinnamon bears
Fiber- 2.2 grams Calories-1024 Fat-17.29 grams
Health-Feeling a bit bloated, low energy. Very little bm. I think the hamburger from night before has backed things up.
April 24, 2010 Saturday
Breakfast
- Coffee and creamer
- Life cereal
- Milk
- Toast
- butter
Lunch
- Homemade Mac and cheese
- Apple juice
Dinner
- Cheese burger on bun
- Roasted potato
Fiber-8.6 grams Calories-1580 Fat-64 grams
Health-Felt pretty good all day, but no BM
Saturday, April 24, 2010
Friday, April 23, 2010
- coffee and creamer
- Lemon cake
Lunch
- 2 oz chicken breast
- 1/2 cup stuffing
Dinner
- Homemade mac and cheese
- apple juice
Snack
- Hot caramel sundae
Fiber-5.9 grams Calories-1406 Fat-48
Health- Doing a bit better today. BM starting at 4:00 and lasting a couple hours. Urgent but not D.
Thursday, April 22, 2010
Heavens To Merkatroid, Restaurants Are Out
Breakfast
- coffee and creamer
I knew I was going out to lunch so I did not eat food which sometimes triggers bm's.
Lunch
- Sweet and sour chicken
- White rice
Fiber-3.0grams Calories-752 Fat-8.94grams (I had to estimate and am high in amts. if anything)
And that's it. I have been drinking water ever since and do not plan to eat anything until tomorrow. Well lesson learned. I am not ready to eat out.
Can't stop eating sweets
Breakfast
- Life cereal
- Milk
- coffee and creamer
- coffee and cream
Lunch
- Tuna Sandwich
- Homemade juice
- Lemon cake
Snack
- Banana bread
Dinner
- 3oz chicken breast
- stuffing
- wine
- lemon cake
Fiber-6.1 grams Calories-1455 Fat-27.55 grams
Health-I felt good all day. Had BM around 8:30 for about an hour or so. But woke up in middle of night feeling bloated. Probably either the wine (which is not on my diet) or too much sweets. I will forgo the wine but the sweets might be a challenge.
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Back To Measuring Food
I don't need to lose weight now but I do need to keep the weight off. This will be a challenge. I have the added challenge of not being able to eat any of the food that are bulky. I also, and this is most important, need to keep fiber under 8 to 10 grams a day. So over eating calories is very easy. I have a new problem, since this past year my tastes have changed. I have never been a sweet eater. But now I crave sweets. Baked goods, chocolate, sugar, sugar, sugar. It doesn't help that I love to bake.
So here I am measuring my foods carefully. I have been doing well keeping my fiber grams down. But not my calories. Because I am not overly active yet, (although improving everyday), my goal is to keep calories somewhere between 1400-1600. I am not very tall, a little over 5'1" and my goal is to stay between 120-125lbs. So wish me luck keeping this weight off. I try only to weigh myself once a week. I don't want to obsess and lets face it, some days I probably retain 3 lbs of water, so for now, Mondays are weigh in days.
Measuring my breakfast, 3/4 C. Life cereal and 1/2 c. nonfat milk is about 2 grams of fiber. That's about a quarter of the amt. I can have all day. See my dilemma.
Tuesday April 20, 2010
Breakfast
- Life cereal
- Milk
- Coffee with creamer
Lunch
- 1 egg omelet with a little cheese and onion
- 1/2 cup homemade juice
- toast with small amount of butter
- Lemon cake I had just baked
Dinner
- 3oz steak
- 1/2 c Rice
- 1 deviled egg
- 1 c. homemade juice
- Lemon cake (again)
Fiber-5.4 grams Calories-1389 Fat 33.12 grams
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Holy Chocolate Sundae Batman!
Well I did really well today, that is until about 7:30 in the evening. I had a bad sweet tooth and made a Hot fudge sundae. This added over 400 calories and a lot of fat grams to my day. Oh well, here is the run down
Breakfast
- coffee and creamer
- life cereal
- milk
Lunch
- ham sandwich
- Ch. chip cookies
- Homemade apple.strawberry.carrot Juice
Dinner
- Salmon Burger
- Bun
- Red potato without skin
Snack
- Hot fudge sundae
Fiber-7.3g Calories-1536 Fat-55
Health-My stomach feels a bit bloated this morning(Tuesday) I had bm starting at 3:30 in the afternoon. Loose and urgent but not too bad. Lasted for about 3 hrs. I didn't have the sundae till afterwards so couldn't be the cause. The sundae is probably the cause of being bloated this morning though.
Monday, April 19, 2010
Sunday April 18, 2010
Food
Breakfast
- Scrambled eggs
- 2 slices of bacon
Lunch
- Clam chowder
- Crab and Shrimp open face sandwich
- wine
Dinner
- Life cereal
- 1/2 C Milk
Snack
- 1/2C apple juice (made from my new juicer)
My new toy. My Juicer.
Fiber-5.2g Calories-1045 Fat-40g
Health-Felt good all day. Was very happy to purchase my juicer. Small bm @ 8:30 am.Monday's weight-123lb
Sunday, April 18, 2010
Went To The Beach
Breakfast
- 1 slice Banana Bread
- butter
- coffee and creamer
Lunch
- Ham Sandwich
- strawberry-kiwi juice
Dinner
- Steamed clams
- potato
- clam chowder
- garlic bread
- wine
Snack
- Ice cream dessert
- Wine
Fiber-7.6g Calories-2160 Fat-67g
Health-Went to the beach in the afternoon and stayed the night. Ate way too much and the wine and ice cream were not good choices. Was up from 1:00 to 4:00 in the morning with urgency but not with cramps or diarrhea.
Exercise-None
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Update to Today
Sunday April 11-I ate breakfast at the hospital. This was my first solid food for 4 days. They let me out of the hospital after they knew my breakfast went through the narrow part of my intestines. Takes 1 to 2 hrs for this to happen. I got home around 2:00.
- Breakfast-Pancakes, coffee, crandberry juice
- Early dinner-Pasta, and ? (? means I don't remember)
Monday-
- Breakfast-coffee and creamer
- Lunch-Frosted flakes, milk
- Dinner-Bacon, eggs, toast, Juice, Potatos
- Snack-Earthquake, Potato bread, and butter
Fiber-5g. My Weight 121lb Health-feel good and bm's good
Tuesday-
- Breakfast-coffee and creamer
- Lunch-Bacon sandwich
- Dinner-Beef and Cheese Tortilla, Wine
- Snack-Brownie
Fiber-4.9g Health-feel good,BM's good
Wednesday-
- Breakfast-Honey bunches of oats, milk
- Lunch-Egg salad sandwich, chips, Brownie
- Dinner-Scallops, Green beans, New potato
Fiber-7.5g Health-Not feeling as well. Diarrhea. E-mailed Doctor for more Directions
Thursday-??
Still not feeling well. The Doctor e-mailed me back and said he wanted me on the strictest form of Low residue diet, which means limiting dairy, no alcohol, and only juices for fruits and vegetables except for bananas. He did say I could have coffee:)
Friday-
- Breakfast-Coffee, Creamer, apple juice, banana bread
- Lunch-Mac and Cheese, chicken breast, crandberry juice
- Dinner-Hamburger, bun, chips, banana bread
Fiber-5.6g Health-felt a bit constipated. It was 2 days since BM but apple juice took care of it and I hope to feel better tomorrow.
Now I can start fresh with daily postings.